Down./3
Sorry for not updating yesterday, guys. My mood was really down yesterday. So many things happened in a blink of an eye, i just can't think properly now. Ever felt so down? No matter what you do, your mood just can't seem to be up, you get distracted easily. I couldn't even concentrate in tuition today, my mind was floating over so many things. If only crying could solve problems, i would be a happy girl now. Drama, i seriously hate them. They just complicate my already complicated life. *sighs* Sometimes, i just mess things up but truthfully, i don't mean it. I mean, everybody makes mistakes and i just...am a young girl. I know i can't push the blame, i admit it's my fault. But i just hope you would forgive me.Oh and did you guys see Jjong's abs? XD It's sexy. I FINALLY SAW HIS HALF NAKED BODY, I CAN DIE WITHOUT REGRETS NOW. *O* TADA!!!
Moving on.
I guess i'm already immune to it. It's like i'm already used to seeing you going into another relationship. I really wonder...how you can forget me so easily. Is it that easy? Then teach me, how to forget you. I really want to move on. Look into the future and never think of our relationship ever again. Goodbye without a reason sure is painful but love without a reason is beautiful.<3 I'm gonna move on without you, you go your way and i'll go mine. I just love the people who can cheer me up no matter what.♥
Happy White Day everyone.<3 Made a confession to the person you love? I made a great achievement today~ I finally completed one of my holiday homework.:P wahahaha. Don't you guys just love the people who manage to cheer you up everytime you are unhappy? It need not be lovers, friends and families are included too. Sometimes even online friends that you've never met before. It's magical how they manage to cheer you up when you're feeling so down, and a look at you, they can tell something's bothering you. It's like they have super powers.:3 hehe. I wanna go to paris and see the Eiffel tower someday.<3 Confused. ;-;
Love is really confusing, isn't it? Just when he starts behaving like he loves you, he suddenly gets into a relationship. People should stop giving each other false hopes and signals. *sighs* I tried so hard to get you to look at me, but your eyes are only on her, never turning back to take even a single glance at me. It hurts, a lot. I tried forgetting you but it wouldn't work. Give me some more time, one day, i would completely get you out of my heart. It made me envy her a lot. I start changing to be more like her till i lose my original self. I hate this, really. Always remember, you're special yourself, don't change for anyone. If they can't accept you at your worst then they don't deserve you at your best.<3 Definition of perfect.♥
Lalalala~ Jonghyun's photo teaser is out today. Guess what? He's GOD DAMN HOT. *faints* He's totally the definition of perfect.<3 First day of March holiday is gonna be gone in a flash, spend your day to the fullest.^^ Oh and go check out big bang's new song - Bad boy, fantastic baby and blues.:D Here's the photos, don't faint or get a nosebleed.:P
And tada!! PICTURE OF THE DAY.... *drumrolls*
The one that got away.♥
I almost killed someone today. That person said my name sounds like a guy's. Oh come on, how does Jacqueline sounds like a guy name to you? You must be from another planet. I'm like...afjdsifhsk. .-. Some people just are so professional in pissing people off. Gah.
Anyways, the March holidays are here!! Anyone planned what to do already? I haven't
though. AND JONGHYUN'S PHOTO TEASER IS GONNA BE OUT TMR.<3 *jumps around* So dead excited.:3 hehe let's just hope it's something sexy.
One day, i'll be free.
Suffocated, that's all i'm feeling now. Should i continue holding on or should i just give up? My mind is in a mess. Whenever i decided to give up on you, you come back again and just manage to make me change my mind in a split second. Why do you have such a great effect on me? Why do you make my life so difficult? These answers are never found. I hate loving you, i hate myself for missing you, i hate that i can't forget you.. I just hope one day, i'll be free from everything. L.O.V.E.♥
All about us.^^^this is another great song i wanna introduce. And seen it? I've change my blogskin, thanks to a close friend of mine. Thanks a lot Rissa, i love you.<3 You've been a super duper great help. She's one of my closest bitch. hehe.
Have you guys ever experience a unrequited love before? It means a love that is never returned by the person you love. It's just like falling in love with this one special person but also knowing that he/she will never love you back. But sometimes, you just can't help but to feel hopeful that there's this small little possibility that that special someone would one day come to you and say 'i love you' or 'hey, would you be my girlfriend?' But in reality, that possibility is like 0.00001%. This is the way of unrequited love, sacrificing yourself for him/her, thinking about that person everyday but you get nothing in return. This feeling just sucks big time...
takemeaway
DRAINED OUT.:I
Sorry readers, didn't have the time to update my blog this whole week. Let's just say, i've been really busy with my school, CCAs and tests. ;-; CCA is draining all my energy away, i've been really tired these few days. *yawns* But look on the bright side, MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE COMING.:D hehe any of you guys plan what to do? I still have to go back school for CRTs and stuffs, the only good thing is that i can wake up late.:I Nothing more. Oh oh oh!!! SHINee's first photo teaser is finally out.^^ I can't wait for their comeback on 21st march.<3 Saving money time.;) Gah, after one and half year of hiatus..they're finally back. *does a victory dance* keke, i can't wait for them. JONGHYUN.<3
happygirl96
T.E.A.M.♥
Apink's I don't know.;3hehs, this is the song i was talking about.:D It's nice.
Gah nothing much to update today, having a geography test tmr so have to go and study.D: I hope everything will go in my brain.:I
Took this with my team mates on friday, after training.<3 I love these people, they're the ones that go through every tough competition with me, have fun eating together after a race, stand by me and goof around together.XD All these little things are so perfect.<3 TEAM NV ROCKS.^^
9GAG.:3
Weee didn't blog yesterday cause i was too lazy to switch on my computer.:P Hehs. Speaking of lazy, sharing something with you guys...
Hehe from 9GAG. So true. YOU GUYS ALL NEED TO GO TO 9GAG. It's entertaining.:D Oh and recently i'm addicted to APink's I don't know. Go listen to it.;)
it'shardtrustingyouagain.
Infinite. ♥.♥
Hehe infinite.<3 Love them so much. They're like the hottest and cutest ever. Sunggyu, Woohyun, L - my top 3 bias. Now you guys know what to give me for my birthday present.;) Hahahaha. All 7 of them can sing. If you didn't heard of their songs before, i recommend you guys to listen to 'can you smile', 'nothing's over' and 'be mine'. My 3 favorite songs.:D Take a look at them and you'll know why i love them so much.
Hehe i shouldn't disclose so much. Like Love them? BE A FAN.:3 kekeke all of them are so handsome right? I know.XD INFINITE.^^ xoxo.
Tired. ;-;
As you all can see, my blog apparently still has the same blogskin. I'm having serious problems changing it. T.T
A tired day today, just survive 3.5 hours of tuition..*i'm proud of myself* But..D: I think i'm gonna fail my differentiation test. I studied so hard for it. *slams the table* ): It's like we have to differentiate everything under the sun, next thing you know, we're differentiating humans. .-. Argh!!
hehe but lucky me, no school tmr = sleep late day.:DDD I'm still gonna continue figuring out the blogskin, hopefully God will be nice to me.(': Goodnight everyone.<3