// true bliss
Today, I just held your hand and sat beside you while you
were concentrating on revising for your school work. Staring down at our
interlocked hands...I just felt so...happy. In the simplest of terms, you make
me so happy.
It's been 2 years now, and you never fail to make me feel
wanted and cherished by you ever since the day I accepted you. From the start, I
never expected it to be you... the one that I would end up spending all my days
with...but I’m glad it is you. Sometimes, I still think back and laugh at how I
could reject you twice before finally accepting you. I must be mad.
The way you burst out in laughter when you say something
funny, the way you're unable to pronounce certain words, the way you smile and
scrunch up your whole face, the way you tug me by the arm towards your hug
every time you see me, the way you hold me, the way you kiss my forehead, the
way you hug me from behind, the way you never fail to remind me that you love
me...the way you are. You make me feel so happy.
The list is endless if I have to list out all the things you
have done to make me feel like the luckiest girl on the planet to be with you.
The endless surprises you prepared for me not just on our anniversaries but
also on random days. A simple hug. A simple kiss. Or even just an 'I love you'.
I am the luckiest girl on the planet to be with you. I feel like a
princess and you really do treat me like one.
I sit next to you. While you're revising. And I smile
because I know you're trying really hard to concentrate and it's adorable. I
like the way you're so kiddish. Laughing at your own jokes, smiling to yourself
or laughing your ass off at a Disney movie, giggling with me at silly parts and
fighting over which character we want to be. (and I still despise your choice
on being Aladdin. Phillip is still cuter.)
I like the way you shiver and twitch when you're cold, it's cute. The funny thing is that I’m wearing your sweater...and you never ask
me to take it out and return it to you, even if you're the one that's cold. I
like how you wear the shirt that I chose for you even though you didn't like
the colour. I like the way you always stay by me when I’m sick, taking care of
me and cooking for me till I’m all better. I like the way you always send me
home right till my doorstep, even though I told you it is safe. I like the way
you put down your laptop and whatever you're holding just to hug and kiss me
goodbye. And we stay like that for a while, saying goodbye so many times...
just because we don't want to let go.
I love the way you think I’m special and I love the way our
hands always seem to find each other. I love how we always subconsciously move
closer to each other until we bump on our shoulders and we laugh just because
we can’t be apart for even a minute. I love how I fall for you over again every single day. I love t he way you kiss me and tell me how
much you love me against my lips.
I think it's funny how you think my childishness is cute to
you. You silly boy.
I feel silly for loving you, but I do.
You're definitely a keeper. Thank you for being mine.
All my life has been a
series of doors in my face and then suddenly I bump into you.
"Some
people are worth melting for..."
- Olaf,
Disney's Frozen
-Jacqueline.xx
(PS: I'm sorry i haven't been updating about my life. But i promise to update soon on my Christmas, New Year and overseas trip once I'm not so lazy to transfer my photos. Hehs.)