Insecurities 
"I'm not good enough for anyone"
"I'm not pretty enough"
"Why do i look so fat?"
"Why doesn't anyone like me?"
"I don't look that bad, do i?"
"I hate myself."
"I don't deserve anyone."

Everybody has insecurities. Even me. Every morning when i look into the mirror, looking at myself, these thoughts just pass through my mind involuntarily. I really try so so hard to get rid of these thoughts and slowly build up my self confidence, but every time i try so hard to build them up, something comes up and breaks down my that tiny bit of self confidence i have that i tried so long to build up. It sucks to have all these insecurities in my mind, following me around everyday. My friends are all so pretty and sometimes, i can't help to compare myself with them. I'm really tired. So sick of always comparing myself with others, so sick of having all these negative thoughts about myself. Everyone thinks i'm this cheerful girl, always smiling in front of people, but nobody really knows the real me. The insecure, self destructive part of me. 'Don't judge a book by its cover', such a true phrase. Bel once told me to stop thinking like this when we were having a h2h talk, and have more confidence in myself. Brush off all the negative things. I'm really trying bel. Trying not to be so insecure about myself. And i hope one day i won't be like this anymore. 
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Name: Jacqueline Yong.
Residing in: Singapore.
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Birthday: 19 September 1996
Status: Single.


"You know what's funny? When you're at my feet, wishing for me to look down at you, praying for me to love you, imploring me to give you a little bit of my attention, craving for my love, crazy about me, and when I don't give a shit about the insignificant person that you are. Because, you know; Once you broke my heart for another girl, you'll never have me back. I can't be that weak girl who keeps forgiving you. I was once gullible enough to forgive you so many times yet it won't get through that thick skull of yours to cherish me. It's amazing how you keep coming back and begging me to love you again. I'm sorry but no. In the end, only strong people survive in this world. See? You're dying. Slowly, but still. Dying for me. For my love. For a dream. For something you will never have ever again."



I don't usually update, only during my free time. I get tired of things easily so don't expect me to come everyday to update this. I would appreciate if you guys just read my blog quietly without making any hateul comments. Cause i bite, hard.

"Don't worry about what people say behind your back. They are the ones that keep finding faults in your life instead of fixing those in theirs."