I feel tired. I feel suffocated, like I can't breathe, like I wanna die, even though I'm breathing like any normal person. I feel alone, even though I have so many people around me. I feel like crying. I feel like breaking down. Why do I feel this way? Because I've been strong for too long. It's been long since I've moments like this.

Just out of the blue, my mind starts to wander off, thinking about things. Now I feel like crying so badly but no tears are coming out. I feel breakable, vulnerable. I want someone to protect me, I want someone to tell me they'll always be there for me. I'm tired, so so tired of broken promises, unfulfilled promises, being alone, and faking smiles. I just feel so...suffocated. Those were my past.

But you came into my life, as a savior - my savior. You came and pulled me out of my darkness. Came and brighten up my life. Came and fulfill all the promises you made me. Came and build my trust for people back little by little. Even though it took a long time, you had the patience to fix it back together like a puzzle slowly. Came as a new friend but staying in my life permanently and never leaving. You were always there, when I needed someone to talk to, cry to, and laugh to. You never really did anything, because you know i need nothing else but just someone staying by my side when i ramble and bawl.

I know I never say it enough but I treasure your existence in my life so much. You begin creeping into my heart and stayed there, never planning to leave. I fell in love with you. That's the start of our love story and we'll be creating more memories together. Thank you for everything, my savior.


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Name: Jacqueline Yong.
Residing in: Singapore.
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Birthday: 19 September 1996
Status: Single.


"You know what's funny? When you're at my feet, wishing for me to look down at you, praying for me to love you, imploring me to give you a little bit of my attention, craving for my love, crazy about me, and when I don't give a shit about the insignificant person that you are. Because, you know; Once you broke my heart for another girl, you'll never have me back. I can't be that weak girl who keeps forgiving you. I was once gullible enough to forgive you so many times yet it won't get through that thick skull of yours to cherish me. It's amazing how you keep coming back and begging me to love you again. I'm sorry but no. In the end, only strong people survive in this world. See? You're dying. Slowly, but still. Dying for me. For my love. For a dream. For something you will never have ever again."



I don't usually update, only during my free time. I get tired of things easily so don't expect me to come everyday to update this. I would appreciate if you guys just read my blog quietly without making any hateul comments. Cause i bite, hard.

"Don't worry about what people say behind your back. They are the ones that keep finding faults in your life instead of fixing those in theirs."